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just wanna say that I'm very tired, esp after this morning's sermon on the sabbath, I really need to take a maj break, a sabbath. am physically & spiritually drained.
please forgive me if I don't make sense... I'm tired... really am...
sch has been rather hectic. guess the army has really caused a maj lag in my brain. somehow try as I might, I'm just unable to grasp some concepts. its almost as if army has hit the 'kill the brain button' and I can't find the 'revive button' 7weeks into sch, 1week of break followed, but that week seemed to be more of a 'catch up or die' week. following that was a week of tests. have been mugging hard to do well for the tests/quizzes... am mentally quite drained.
I nearly died yesterday, on my way to Bong's. (Can almost hear Zech laughing out "you should have ended yr last sentence with 'again'") after my physics test I took off from NTU telling myself tt I don't want to be very late. so pushed hard on the journey. at the junction just b4 cheveron, at JE, the traffic lights were red, so I stopped. it was then that I felt my head spinning. guess the heat from the sun was causing me to overheat. with that I slowed down. b4 I knew it, I was pass the clementi fire station, and once again I had to stop becos of the traffic lights. it was then that I nearly passed out. just thank God for keeping me alive.
after this morning's sermon, I've concluded that I need a break which I cannot afford, but still gonna take it. so please pray for me. pray that I would never place education on the throne of my life.
Jesus! Be the Center of my life!
Renew my life Lord Jesus, I never want to be the same.
Renew my life Lord Jesus, change this heart inside of me.
---YXX---
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